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8th February, 2003. 10:40 pm. things

are beginning to come into place. It just takes one step at a time. I don't know why I find the need to worry so much, but I guess that is part of the growth process. This too shall pass.

Current mood: pensive.

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2nd February, 2003. 1:07 pm. Sunday

I finally found my calling-it's teaching. Funny how when we do follow the path we are meant to (regardless of what it is-only the wrappings are different; it is all Spirit & truth) the rest falls into place. When I can get my ego out of the way, the rest will fall into place. I am grateful, but perplexed. How can things go so smoothly, just because I got out of the way? Maybe that's the answer.

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25th January, 2003. 4:36 pm. vacation time

I am going to thh eeMayan Runs the middle of May. I believe there is a lot of spiritual meaning there for me. I look forward to re discovering it. I also am finding myself becoming more outgoing. It is natural & necessary. I look forward to discovering where this wil lead. Later

Current mood: curious.

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20th January, 2003. 6:03 pm. This is just another Day

Sometimes I feel like I am in the Hotel California. You can't ever leave. The entire thing is like an unending cycle or circle. I don't know whether this is good or not, but it all works out in the end

Current mood: pensive.

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19th January, 2003. 5:23 pm. Satisfaction

What is it? What creates it? I think it is largely based on where you are on life's journey. Sometime there is a feeling of fullness & commpletioonn; other times there is a an emptiness or sense of incompleteness; these are the times when there is an emptiness of sorts & the question of what it takes for fullment. I am being forced to confront and reassess posiitions which I have accepted or worn for awhile. Now I am uncertain iiiif all of these are right. I durealize I am no longer allowing otherrs to dictate or determine what my place in life is meant to be. Againn, the dilemma about free will vs fate. It will be interesting too see where this goes. More later. Fredda

Current mood: hopeful.

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16th January, 2003. 3:07 pm. It's colder today

still not snowing. Some of the best advice I was ever given pertained to not wishing the weather were different, because if it changed due to prayer & wishes (of some people) rather than being allowed to shift naturally, the ramifications could be overwhelming. Sometimes the hardest thing to do is to do nothhing. Or, as the I-Ching says,""we do without doing, and the rest gets done. I do believe this is at least partly true, however, I wonder just howw much free will is iiinvolved. Oh well, I'm sure it 's all illusion anyway. Anyway, thaaatt's my story for now, and I'm sticking to it!

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15th January, 2003. 4:51 pm. Today

I began working on class 2 today. I am really pleased with it. I Love teaching. I am excited about the 2nd part of the course. It's so exciting to share & help people learn to develop (andsdiscover their innate)abilities. Well, just checking in. Still trying to discover where I want my big trip to be (latest optioons: Rome, Seattle) Stay tuned...We were supposed to get some snow, still hasn't happened. Later

Current mood: pensive.

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14th January, 2003. 4:06 pm. I get a trip

Today I won a trip at work. I guess I did well enough to win this .I won enough money & time off (5 days, commbined with the time I already have. I am going on a cruise to Alaska in May. I am really excited. I appreciate the opportunity, and will make good use of it. What a treat!

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11th January, 2003. 8:46 am.

 

Current mood: productive.

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11th January, 2003. 8:43 am. today

is the day before my 1st class. I am excited. I feel really prepared, but still open to what guidance I receive during the teaching. Part of me would like to stay home with cable, coffee & cat; however , my mission is largely to teach & I am aware of this and greatly humbled & grateful for this opportunity. I have also been doing the Spoonbenders exercises, daily when possible. I am loving this. I thiink the teaching and Spoonbenders iis interrelated. Anyway, hope the spelling is OK. More later

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