http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/ Fredda - LiveJournal.com fklaurel@yahoo.com Sun, 09 Feb 2003 06:03:52 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com fklaurel 821384 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/3353312/821384 http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/ 65 100 http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/4245.html Sun, 09 Feb 2003 06:03:52 GMT fklaurel@yahoo.com http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/4245.html are beginning to come into place. It just takes one step at a time. I don't know why I find the need to worry so much, but I guess that is part of the growth process. This too shall pass. http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/4245.html pensive public 0 http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/4021.html Sun, 02 Feb 2003 20:27:25 GMT fklaurel@yahoo.com http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/4021.html I finally found my calling-it's teaching. Funny how when we do follow the path we are meant to (regardless of what it is-only the wrappings are different; it is all Spirit & truth) the rest falls into place. When I can get my ego out of the way, the rest will fall into place. I am grateful, but perplexed. How can things go so smoothly, just because I got out of the way? Maybe that's the answer. http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/4021.html public 0 http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/3776.html Sat, 25 Jan 2003 23:54:48 GMT fklaurel@yahoo.com http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/3776.html I am going to thh eeMayan Runs the middle of May. I believe there is a lot of spiritual meaning there for me. I look forward to re discovering it. I also am finding myself becoming more outgoing. It is natural & necessary. I look forward to discovering where this wil lead. Later http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/3776.html curious public 0 http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/3461.html Tue, 21 Jan 2003 01:22:13 GMT fklaurel@yahoo.com http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/3461.html Sometimes I feel like I am in the Hotel California. You can't ever leave. The entire thing is like an unending cycle or circle. I don't know whether this is good or not, but it all works out in the end http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/3461.html pensive public 0 http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/3204.html Mon, 20 Jan 2003 00:41:20 GMT fklaurel@yahoo.com http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/3204.html What is it? What creates it? I think it is largely based on where you are on life's journey. Sometime there is a feeling of fullness & commpletioonn; other times there is a an emptiness or sense of incompleteness; these are the times when there is an emptiness of sorts & the question of what it takes for fullment. I am being forced to confront and reassess posiitions which I have accepted or worn for awhile. Now I am uncertain iiiif all of these are right. I durealize I am no longer allowing otherrs to dictate or determine what my place in life is meant to be. Againn, the dilemma about free will vs fate. It will be interesting too see where this goes. More later. Fredda http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/3204.html hopeful public 0 http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/2831.html Thu, 16 Jan 2003 22:25:01 GMT fklaurel@yahoo.com http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/2831.html still not snowing. Some of the best advice I was ever given pertained to not wishing the weather were different, because if it changed due to prayer & wishes (of some people) rather than being allowed to shift naturally, the ramifications could be overwhelming. Sometimes the hardest thing to do is to do nothhing. Or, as the I-Ching says,""we do without doing, and the rest gets done. I do believe this is at least partly true, however, I wonder just howw much free will is iiinvolved. Oh well, I'm sure it 's all illusion anyway. Anyway, thaaatt's my story for now, and I'm sticking to it! http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/2831.html public 0 http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/2648.html Thu, 16 Jan 2003 00:07:35 GMT fklaurel@yahoo.com http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/2648.html I began working on class 2 today. I am really pleased with it. I Love teaching. I am excited about the 2nd part of the course. It's so exciting to share & help people learn to develop (andsdiscover their innate)abilities. Well, just checking in. Still trying to discover where I want my big trip to be (latest optioons: Rome, Seattle) Stay tuned...We were supposed to get some snow, still hasn't happened. Later http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/2648.html pensive public 0 http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/2530.html Tue, 14 Jan 2003 23:22:07 GMT fklaurel@yahoo.com http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/2530.html Today I won a trip at work. I guess I did well enough to win this .I won enough money & time off (5 days, commbined with the time I already have. I am going on a cruise to Alaska in May. I am really excited. I appreciate the opportunity, and will make good use of it. What a treat! http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/2530.html public 0 http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/2300.html Sat, 11 Jan 2003 16:01:16 GMT fklaurel@yahoo.com http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/2300.html   http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/2300.html productive public 0 http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/1891.html Sat, 11 Jan 2003 15:58:48 GMT fklaurel@yahoo.com http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/1891.html is the day before my 1st class. I am excited. I feel really prepared, but still open to what guidance I receive during the teaching. Part of me would like to stay home with cable, coffee & cat; however , my mission is largely to teach & I am aware of this and greatly humbled & grateful for this opportunity. I have also been doing the Spoonbenders exercises, daily when possible. I am loving this. I thiink the teaching and Spoonbenders iis interrelated. Anyway, hope the spelling is OK. More later http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/1891.html public 3 http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/1584.html Thu, 09 Jan 2003 04:52:20 GMT fklaurel@yahoo.com http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/1584.html When Scott 'requested' that I write in my journal, I explained that I often thought of doing it (after I'd logged off). Scott suggested that I log on to the journal & then post. Just goest to show, you can always learn something new. In other words, there are several ways to build a boat(???). I was going to say 'beat a dead horse', but that sounded pretty negative. 'build a boat' sounds more gentle, but doesn't make much sense. Anyway--today I began the 'Spoonbenders Course'. What an amazing experience! I look forward to continuing & commpleting the program in about a month. Anyway, I hope this journall has a 'Spell Check', otherwise, I apologize for any misspells. Later, Fredda http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/1584.html excited public 0 http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/1187.html Wed, 25 Dec 2002 00:02:27 GMT fklaurel@yahoo.com http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/1187.html I often find it appropriate to look over the past year and think about what I've accomplished (writing it down), then I do the same with things I want to accomplish. Put the list away & take it out next year at this time (or about now). Starting the list this week should enable me to finish by next Tuesday. Anyway, Hope this Christmas is a good one for us all. Fredda http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/1187.html pensive public 0 http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/904.html Mon, 23 Dec 2002 03:59:47 GMT fklaurel@yahoo.com http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/904.html I am just getting used to using this program; so far, so good. I think we learn by doing & we teach by learning. Anonymous http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/904.html pensive public 0 http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/518.html Sun, 22 Dec 2002 19:58:51 GMT fklaurel@yahoo.com http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/518.html Well, I finally managed to log into my journal. I look forward to using it regularly. That's all I want to say. Fredda http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/518.html public 0 http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/310.html Sun, 22 Dec 2002 03:19:26 GMT fklaurel@yahoo.com http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/310.html This is the first installment of my journal. I am in the process of wrapping 5000 Christmas cookies & putting them in the freezer for 2003. The way I figure it, if I eat one a day I should be ready for a new supply next yearr at thiss time. So until next time, have a good eveining. Jasmine & I are goinngg to watchtelevision (our favorite pasttime) and bond. http://fklaurel.livejournal.com/310.html sleepy public 0